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Hey everybody! I haven't updated this thing in a long time! Well I'm not with Brionna no more! When we got back together she dumped me again, but I did deserve to get dumped that time because I did lie to her and did some things wrong! Well after she dumped me the second time I was upset, but then I realized maybe we weren't meant to be after all! I'm actually doing better without her well I think! I moved on and it was hard because I mean I really did love Brionna! I'm dating Brittany Nicole Collins and we have been dating since the 6th. of October! We are doing pretty good! I get along with her and we haven't argued yet and thats a shock lol! She is just the sweetest thing you would ever meet! We have been dating for a month going on two months! We are doing great and just the happiest couple you could ever meet! Well I have fell for her so I love her very much! I'm so glad I gave her the chance to go out with me! Well anyways I'm going to tell you what I did this week!
Monday!-I went to school and saw my beautiful girlfriend and had the best day ever just because I saw her! After school Brittany rode home with me and we did homework together and we decided to go out for a little bit! We decided to go to Huddle House and eat! After we left there I took Brittany to the mall and got her anything she wanted! Well Brittany's cell phone went off and she answered it and her mom said she needed to come home! So we lefted the mall right away and I took her home! I gave her a kiss and a hug and said I would see her tommorrow! Monday turned out pretty well and thats all that happened so lets move on to Tuesday!
Tuesday!-I went to school and didn't see Brittany there and that made me have a bad day because I was missing her really bad! After school I drove home and waited for her to call, but she never did call me and that got me really worried! So finally I got tired and took a nap! When I woke up there was no calls or messages! I was really starting to get worried! I thought maybe she wanted to break up with me or something! Finally, I ate supper and took a shower! Well, I left my house and went to her house and she wasn't there! Her mom said she went out with a couple of friends and I was like ok! That made me feel a little bit better! I went home and layed down to watch some tv and finally I fell asleep! That was all that happened Tuesday so lets move on to Wednesday!
Wednesday!-Didn't do anything just stayed home and layed around the house! Brittany finally called me and I said why didn't you call me last night and she said she was out with her friends! I told her she got me worried a little bit and she said never be worried lol! So that made me feel so much better! Well nothing really interesting happened there so lets move on to Thursday!
Thursday!-It was Thanksgiving Day and let me tell ya I ate good! Brittany came over and spent Thanksgiving Day with me so that made me have a better day! We went out and spent some time to together and then finally we came back to the house and spent some more time together lol! She called her mom around 10 and asked her if she could stay a night with me and her mom said yes so I took Brittany my baby to her house and she got her some clothes and then we left! When we got to my house we went to bed because we had such a long day! That was pretty much Thursday so lets move onto Friday!
Friday!-Brittany woke up before me and she woke me up and we got ready and went out to eat some breakfast at Hardees! As we were walking in Hardees I saw my ex-girlfriend Brionna with he boyfriend Brian walking out! I know I have a girlfriend but damn Brionna looked good lol! After we lefted Hardees we came back to my place and waited till it got 7:30 and we left and went to the movies to see the movie Saw 2! That movie was scary! After the movie I took Brittany back to my place and she called her mom and asked if she could stay with me again and she said yeah but tommorrow your coming home and she was like ok! So I took her to her place ands he packed her things and we left! When we got back to my place we made out and stuff like that and finally went to sleep! That was pretty much Friday so lets go on to Saturday!
Saturday!-Saturday Brittany woke up before me again and she got ready and said her mom wanted her to come on home so I took her home! I gave her a kiss goodbye! I told her to call me and she said ok! When she called me we talked for hours and hours! Finally we got off the phone and I went to bed! That was all that happened Saturday and lets move on to Sunday which is Today!
Sunday-I just woke up and I thought mayeb I should update this thing because I'm bored and sicne I haven't in awhile but I'm going to go because I'm talking to Brittany on the phone so later! Leave me some comments!
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Hey everybody! I haven't updated in awhile that is because I have been busy with my girlfriend and school! Today Brionna broke up with me because she said I was flirting with Brittany and she was flirting with me in front of her everyday in class! I talk to Brittany, but I had no clue I was flirting with her! I knew she was flirting with me because she likes me,but if I knew Brittany was going to come between my relationship I would have never talked to her,but see I didn't know and I can't tell myself what is going to happen in the future! Today I told Brionna on the phone that Brittany kissed me, but I didn't know she was going to kiss me so that was an unexpected kiss! I say Brionna got mad because after that she said she has thought a lot about it and she thinks we should take some time off and when she said that made a tear come out of my eye and I was so upset! I just didn't let my feelings show on the phone! See everybody I'm not like other guys and say I don't cry, but I do when I am upset or dumped by someone I loved so much! If only Brionna knew how bad she hurt me and if she only knew how much she meant to me! I am crying right now,but I think I can make it! Brionna baby lets talk this out! I love you so much! We just threw away of great memories and our love that we have shared together! I want you to know Brionna you will always have a place in my heart that no one can feel!
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Hey everyone! August 28th. was my one year anniversary! I can't believe I have been with her so long! One year is just a long time! I just love her so much and I could never lose her! If I ever lost Brionna their would be an empty space in my heart that no one can feel but her! One thing you have to learn when you love someone with all your heart you have to learn to let them go, but I could never let her go! She is the best thing in my life right now! She means more to me then anything else in this world! The most important thing in my life right now is her and our relationship! We don't care what people think about us as long as we got eachother that is all that matters to both of us! I know she feels the same about me as I do her! Everybody usually goes by looks and other things, but when your in love like I am with Brionna looks and other things don't matter to you no more! I don't care about what she looks like I just love and care about her for what is inside, not on the outside! As you can see I am seriously in love with her, and if you were me you would see why! Right now I think I am the luckiest guy on earth right now for having such a sweet an honest girlfriend who I love dearly! I wrote this poem for my baby! In this poem I mean every word!
I need you more than you know,
I wush I could hold you forever and never let go.
You prove it more everyday that we were meant to be,
So believe me when I say you are the one for me.
(I love you Brionna)
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